NaPoWriMo Prompt #3

napowrimo #3: scared yet? 

 Fears collide

Indeed
too scared to believe
don't we all feel it?

Too big
too small
too short
too tall

I am afraid I didn't make a difference
took the easy way out
made too many mistakes
will they remember when I'm gone
that I once was here?
once I tried
too much
too much to say
too little held back
afraid I gave up
leaving little to the mind's eye
where do I go now
living in paradise
shutting out the world
do I accept it all
or do I keep trying
sometimes being very trying