Saturday 20 July 2024

We are still alive!

Thank you all, again, for well wishes and suggestions. Yesterday I read two books, Donna Leon. Basically in my bed. When I wasn't reading, I could gaze out the window at the birds at the fountain through the Muskoka Room. I could barely function. I even had a nap, but its put my sleep cycles topsy turvy.

My physician was away from Thursday to Tuesday. That is unusual, he is usually quite quick at taking care of us. The receptionist suggested I go to the ER. I wasn't in favour of that. For others, and for my sake. I was so tired. 

Joe went into Carleton Place. I have more meds. I haven't had a cold in 4 years. When I do get a cold, it usually ends up with me getting bronchitis and or laryngitis. JB went into town and the pharmacist prescribed me a new Ventolin puffer. He couldn't give me a super duper Symbicort puffer, not his Scope of Practice. Happily, Joe Brian had two from his terrible cough he had for months. I used his.

He had careful guidelines, to have Joe Brian watch my rate of breathing, etc. I spoke to him on the phone but didn't have much of a voice. JB went in to see him. He is quite worried about me. 

JB has been amazing. And worried, too. He put water into the fountain, watered my potted plant, did litter, and dishes. He made me a bacon sandwich for lunch. He began sneezing and having a runny nose. I suggested he take a rapid COVID test. Guess what?

I took the day off blogging. This I had prepared but couldn't finish up, feeling wretched. Coughing until I feel I might throw up. The Paxlovid has terrible side effect, but I think it is making a difference.  

 Back to when I was mobile (just a few days ago) the further afield trailcams were pretty boring. Just some chubby old lady with spare batteries and a camera bag! I haven't been able to walk that far since.


The frog pond has been trimmed up by McGregor Muskrat. I haven't seen them on the cameras any more. I stood there, covered in bug spray. I thought I could see something nibbling at the native phragmites, as they shivered in the assault. I think they are still here.



This is the frog pond from the other side on June 11th. I love the vibrant greens.


Muskrat has stopped building on the top of the dock. I thought they'd gone. Nope. Still signs in the weeds, showing its trail.

The larger plant with the flower is frog-bit. Latin for frog bite. I don't know what the teeny plants are, or if they are teensy frog-bit.  

Sitting atop the deck, I noticed our doe, she was nibbling on my Hydrangea. Little twerp. She prefers the blossoms, peeled off the front where she can reach. Little twerp! I saw her bound across the yard.

 My kids are on their way to Vancouver. My three children, and 4 grandkids, will be together at Jesse's cottage in B.C. It is epic. I weep thinking about it. It hurts my heart, being estranged from my youngest son. 

12 comments:

Barbara Rogers said...

So glad to see you here again. I worry about you with Covid. I does sound like you've got lots of supplies to fight it. I'm with you in avoiding ER. It's always staggering to see others who are more sick than I am. Not to mention that there your germs sit for hours. Yep, avoid until definitely needed. I know how you are feeling emotional about your son, and it's probably not helped by being sick. Give yourself a pat on the back for raising him the best you knew how at the time. Hopefully things will change and you can have a positive relationship again. Patience.

RedPat said...

I was so happy to see this post and that you are improving. I hope you didn't mean to say that JB has covid now!

eileeninmd said...

Hello,
Pretty photos from your yard and walk. The muskrat is cool.
Sounds like your family will enjoy a nice getaway.
Take good care of yourself. Have a great weekend.

KarenW said...

I feel your pain Jennifer. I have one who is estranged as well. I miss the grandchildren.

DrumMajor said...

Uh, hope you get to feeling better. Be careful about using someone else's inhaler, cuz even if you alcohol wipe off the mouthpiece, their "cooties" can still be in side the inhaler. Just sayin'. Hane in there, Keep drinking water. Linda in Kansas

DeniseinVA said...

Considering you are feeling so poorly, I thank you very, very much for all your nature pics. Sorry JB came down with this too. You are so good for each other. Feel better soon, both of you and I will be sending you both all the healing vibes I can muster.

Divers and Sundry said...

My heart goes out to you🫂I'm sorry you're having such a rough time😢

Elephant's Child said...

I feared that you were still feeling woeful. Look after yourself. And JB. Please. Look after each other. Hugs.

Red said...

Covid is a very scary condition. It's raised its ugly head again. Sad that families sometimes have extreme difficulties.

Yamini MacLean said...

Hari Om
The latest strain of COVID manifests as "a cold" so folk have been missing testing and thus spread is once again a serious threat. Something being totally ignored by news outlets and governments... Sorry JB has succumbed too. Not much One can say but the usual good wishes for early recovery. YAM xx

Anvilcloud said...

You are having quite a time of it. I hope it soon starts to fade. Best of luck to JB. Maybe his dose will be milder.

Jeanie said...

Donna Leon --you cant have a better reading companion. I'm just so, so sorry.